Studying harder and harder

So I'm on stand down (only working two days a week) for the next to weeks so I've been hitting my studies hard. I'm currently ranked 3k on Tygem, with 10 wins and one loss. (On Tygem, your record basically goes on fifteen game cycles. Your win/loss spread decides how your rank adjusts, to go up one rank, you must win 10 games. To go up two, you are required to win 14. If you lose 11, you go down one, and if you lose 14, you go down two). So my rank up (after another four games) to 2k is secured. If I continue my streak and win four more games, I'll jump up to 1k. Last night I had my first lesson with Li Ang since I've been back. My game was quite horrible. I overlooked pretty much every move. Well, overlooking isn't just the word. More like saw hallucinations. I made two misreads. At two seperate points in the game, I read out two sequences that lead to white laddering me.. and decided against it, when the ladders were actually in my favor. Not to mention just missing moves. I felt horrible with my game. But it was good exercise. I have another lesson with him on Friday, so I'll redeem myself then.